Laugh hard....cry even harder...

On nov. 13-14... I had the best retreat ever...It was the ILFP of 4B....and i can say that it was a success....First, we went to boso-boso..to a foster family to be able to experience living with the marginalized...My partner was Marben..we went to a family that had just moved there...maliit lng yung house..compared sa iba...pero it was ok...mabait yung family...we cooked food and got water...kahit na binawalan kaming kumain ng food nila..di namin natangi ni Marben yung offer nila...cause yung baon ko..pizza..tapos kay marben..cookies..haha!..kahiya naman sa kanila...after the interaction...we played basketball before going to the retreat house...nakalaro din ako...we won the game...haha..

then we went to the retreat house...on the way..tinuloy ko unfinished palancas ko...nagusap kami ni paolo na we'll make a palanca for each 4B guy...so buong nov 13..gumagawa ako palanca...pati si Ms. Thess nagawan ko na rin...the first few activites were nice..no that great..not that bad...pero nakatulong sakin yung "Ang sabi nila...Pero ang totoo" activity...nilagay ko na akala nila..mababaw ako pero ang totoo..malalim..hahaha...so yun..gawa gawa palancas lahat and loko lokohan...at around nyt na...medyo nagbabasa na yung iba ng palancas..so..sabi ko magbabasa ako ng around 3...so nabasa ko yung kay Dan at Miko at natouch ako sa sinabi nila...I could'nt hold back the tears..so umiyak ako...so inisip ko na next day ko na tatapusin...the next day...nagkaroon kami ng activity na we were allowed to talk to the class about issues..sa tingin ko it was the best part of the reco...natouch ako sa mga sinabi nila...nauna si johanns...then si bongy...talagang kay bongy palang..umiiyak nako...tuloy tuloy hangang kay mark...after him..ako naman nagsalita...inexplain ko sa lahat kung bakit kay bongy palang..iyak nako ng iyak..kasi..MAHAL na mahal ko ang 4B...inisa isa ko yung gusto ko sabihin sa kanila..which took a lot of time...e akala ko mabilis lng ako dun...sobrang naguilty ako nung nalaman ko ubos na pala time...soo sorry 4B guys..di ko talaga matigil nun...kahit sinasabihan nako ni sir Donald....sobrang na touch ako sa mga sinabi..about napakasolid ung class namin...parang different groups and people..na blend together as 4B na united....after that activity...nagkaroon kami ng affirmation activiy....natouch rin ako dito..pero kumunti na iyak..naubos na..hahaha....natouch ako sa sinabi nila.....after nun..palanca reading..sobrang na touch ulit ako at umiyak ulit...ty to all those who gave me palancas! sobrang nakatulong sa character ko..after nun..uwian na...

medyo matagal na to..pero ngayun ko lng napost..medyo busy kasi..